i'm just a girl trying to find her place in this selfish world.

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i don't know what emotions to project right now...

Jealous.

Angry.

Sad.

Indifference.

Saw his picture dancing with a woman(a fren sis-in-law,he said)...i know i had no reason to not believe him...i wasn't der nor do i know his circle of friends but somehow there's a heavy feeling in my heart wen i saw those pics..first reaction was of course,JEALOUSY...and then it hits me that he wasn't even mine to begin with...so SADNESS came into the picture...tears came out and i can't seem to stop them...am i angry?no. he's a free man...(atleast that's wat i keep telling myself)...

i know there will come a time when i have to let go of him...

i know he will never ever be mine...

i know for a fact that i deserve a better someone...

but despite all the "I-Know", my wasted heart still...

loves him.

cares for him.

yearn him.

and stays faithful to him...

i tried really really hard to push aside all those feelings that's building up in my heart..but i just can't...no matter how i try to ignore it, it will still be der...and no matter how many times i confronted it,it's still der...and cause of this i know, i have love him so deep...

is there even way out now for me...???

"my only weakness is YOU...
my only reason is YOU..."